y engineering library had to go into storage in Tampa,
Florida after I failed to find a job there in 1991 after
my stint at Telos Federal Systems
so that the above scene resembling a return to
solid state physicist
Dr. Henry Unruh Jr.
Great Stone Head of Easter Island
may symbolize The End of the Line
engineering development road show and
Stops on my Presidential Campaign
thought of episodes in my historical resumes.
by Judy Collins
Sanity and Grace
I was lovesick tippy and had zigged when I should have zagged,
hoping to reunite with Jean
in Tampa again, when I might have continued
on to Raytheon in Indiana
where as I recall they had a suitable engineering project ready for me worthy of
Indiana Jones. A letter to Jean came back one time marked
Return to Sender
, but the lure of warm Tampa Bay is intense.
I experienced Return to Cinder
back to Henry-the-physicist Relative-a-Tee "residue" bouying up my
" like heat for a hot-air balloon
available for rocky levitation of a former student with new work to show. I had studied
stellar structure equations
until I had visions of starfire in my mind's eye.
Supernova Remnant LMC N63A:
2000 Years Old|
Mythic Rishon Triplet: Higher Intelligence in the Universe
Concentrating in Profile on a Book opened like a "V"
of "Soviet Consciousness" above mass-of-the-ass dames
in heat in a Magellanic Cloud of supernova remnant near
the phallus constellation Dorado with u-quark=VTT.
Cosmic V-Stud with Transsexual Shortstack
including Tonto and The Lone Raccoon.
The u-quark = (VTT, TVT, TTV) has 3 colors
corresponding to 3 rishon triplets, as does
the d-quark = (/T/V/V, /V/T/V, /V/V/T).
Nucleons include uud = the proton, ddu= the neutron.
All quarks are formed from excited states of d, /d, u, and /u,
and all hyperons are formed using excited states of quarks.
Mesons are formed as quark-antiquark pairs.
The leptons are colorless rishon triplets like TTT, /T/T/T,
VVV, /V/V/V and their excited states.
I seem to appear in the Wolf-Rayet nebula to the right of the Wolf-Rayet star
in a nebular subillustration
of the Orion constellation drama
The WUF-balloon of the young skywalker seems to be my resume
concerning a young engineer about town in the universe.
The Henry the Horse
figure seems to be my 1977 professor in Solid State Physics,
Dr. Henry Unruh Jr.
who invited me to lecture at
several graduate seminars at WSU in the early 1990s.
Dr. Unruh worked extensively on magnetized materials and spin in quantum mechanics, so that he is represented
as an idol with an iron head
in NGC 2264's Wolf-Rayet nebula to the right of the star S.Monocerotis,
iron being the most magnetic material.
supernova progenitor cores
I was investigating were made of iron.
Since the star S.Monocerotis
inspected by two nebular Wolves is haunted by an iron core ghost, perhaps it is a
that is about to explode.
A check reveals that S.Monocerotis
is a Wolf-Rayet star
, a very massive O7-type
Wolf-Rayet star that invariably produces a supernova
Star: S. Monocerotis
[associated Wolf-Rayet nebula
Constellation: Monoceros beneath Gemini
Distance: 2500 light-years.
Spectral class: O7, high-metal content Population I star.
Visual magnitude: 4.2 - 4.9.
Luminosity: 250 000 solar magnitudes.
Mass: circa 40 solar masses.
Lifetime: 9.92 x 109
= 9.92 x109
years = 6.2 x 106
This is the Population I main-sequence stellar lifetime, so that S.Monocerotis
has at least about 1 chance in "six" million of exploding this year, as the "sex" star mythos in the
associated Wolf-Rayet nebula may allude to. (A low-metal content Population II star
has a lifetime about 16% shorter.) The light from the S. Monocerotis supernova
directly beneath Gemini
and above the Cone Nebula in NGC 2264 will be spectacular for nearly a year.
According to competing description
is a binary star
(a spectroscopic binary with a period of 25 years) 1000 LY distant,
consisting of two stars of 20 and 30 solar masses, both of which are supernova progenitors
with main sequence lifetimes of 23 x 106
years and 10.2 x 106
It's a double whammy.
this explains the two wolves in the nearby Wolf-Rayet nebula
The magnitude of S Monocerotis varies between 4.2 and 4.6, showing
a luminosity of about 8500 solar luminosities.
The associated star cluster is believed to be from 1 to 10 million years old.
I used the WSU physics department computing machinery to prepare
in C, to recompute the
and associated models of white dwarfs, neutron stars,
and collapsed objects in various rotation states. I sent my results to
Dr. Subramanyam Chandrasekhar
the University of Chicago
who wrote back with tips and references. We sent several letters back and forth.
Soon after, I discovered
overthrow theorems for classical General Relativity and formulated a
unified quantum field theory of forces
based on classical vector boson field theory. I even used Chandrasekhar's derivation of
the Kerr metric exact solutions to exhibit the problem factor of 4 that I discovered initially in solutions of the
Einstein field equations. Again, Dr. Henry Unruh and Dr. Alexander permitted me to lecture
on the topic to the Physics Graduate Seminar at WSU in the early 1990s, which I did more than once.
Dr. Joseph Strecker, who had suggested generalizing field theory based on classical vector boson models,
I managed to compute observed classical GR effects
from the unified quantum field theory of forces
, finally, including
the perihelion precession of Mercury
1998. The gravitational waves predicted by the
unified quantum field theory of forces
are weaker than in Einstein's GR, but are
difficult to measure. The most probable complete unified quantum field theory
including fermions and bosons
is based on the Rishon model of Haim Harari (also see Micheal Shupe), in which all particles are derived from
spin 1/2 (T,V,/T,/V) particles with associated charges [+(1/2)e, 0, -(1/2)e, 0] and the
excited states of the associated colored quarks and antiquarks formed from bound rishon triplets
u=(VTT, TVT, TTV), /u=(/V/T/T, /T/V/T, /T/T/V), d=(/T/V/V, /V/T/V, /V/V/T), /d=(TVV, VTV, VVT),
and colorless leptons (TTT, /T/T/T, VVV, /V/V/V) = (positron, electron, neutrino, antineutrino)
explaining the excited states and decay
schemes associated with observed quarks and leptons. All quarks are excited states of u, /u, d, and /d,
and all quarks and leptons are made of rishon triplets in which matter and anti-matter rishons do not mix.
Thus there are only 2 ground-state quarks u,d and their antiparticles /u and /d, so that s, c, t, and b quarks and
their antiquarks are excited states of these.
The four rishons (T,/T), (V,/V) are the Earth, Air,
Fire, and Water (Anaxamenes) of unified quantum field theory in which anti-matter completely balances matter,
eliminating the possibility of anti-matter galaxies and other theoretical anomolies. If the forces
between Rishons were properly modeled, we could theoretically solve the associated bound-state problems to
determine the mass spectrum of the elementary particles. The masses would be associated with bound-state solutions
for relativistic wave equations describing the elementary particles as bound systems of rishons
and their excited states. This program applies most directly to the excited states of the leptons,
including excited states of electrons and positrons. In this model the Higgs boson (The God Particle
reminding us of the Myth of the New Moon) does not exist, but is
replaced by the T,V, /T,/V systems of particles forming quarks and leptons and their excited states,
the observed systems of quarks and leptons which decay down to stable, lower-energy quarks and leptons forming
(protons, anti-protons, neutrons) = (the baryon and anti-baryon nucleons associated with higher-energy
hyperons and anti-hyperons), and leptons=(positrons, electrons, neutrinos, antineutrinos)
that are associated with higher-energy
leptons that are excited states of these. The decay schemes of the observed excited states of
quarks and leptons are
understood now in terms of bound systems of rishon triplets and their excited states,
although exact solutions from relativistic wave
equations with potentials providing precise wave-mechanical description with associated
mass spectra have not yet been obtained.
he overarching mythic
imaging side effects on the celestial sphere
were so in synchronism with my lifetime and work here that it resembled a science fiction Nebula Award
for having worked out the Laws of the Universe.
If you should become the fountainhead of the Laws of the Universe
it seems you become entangled in the mythical, magical side of things as well as in the laws
controlling long-range cosmic world order, as if the two were connected. Now I seem to exist
at the Turn On, Tune In, Drop Out stellar mythic focus of a universe whose laws I managed to
mirror in equations. So I seem to find myself at the mythic mirror focus of the Laws of the Universe
as "Allah", you might say, as in "Metallah", a star name on the charts
at the tip-end of the constellation Triangulum forming a pointer at the tip of the nose of
Andromeda, who "met Allah".
All-lah's all includes his ass, of course, so there you have it in the above image of S. Monocerotis
Allah's Ass goes to The Rock, and we speak of The Dome of the Rock, which might symbolize
the constellations in the everlasting sky in which Borock rises as the New Moon, showing its buns with a smile.
Coincidentally Christian women congregate in cathedrals and churches, some as Angels of the Lord,
eagerly sought after by an admiring throng of angel-seekers hungry for fellowship and ecstasy.
Note that everywhere "analytical" functions satisfy the constraints imposed by the
theorem concerning their "all-around" properties at great distances from functional "poles",
a circumstance I somehow detect in the astrophoto as an allusion. The astrophoto was
printed on page 123 of
Colours of the Stars
reminding me of George Gamow's title
which I read as a young student. Coincidentally, Dr. Unruh (now 85 years old living in Bakersfield, California) published an article in volume 123 of
spin waves and specific heats
It established him as a big star, and he served in the
Physics Department at WSU
for more than 25 years. It took 8 years after his MS in 1952 at
Kansas State University
to acquire his PhD at
Case Institute of Technology
in 1960. Dr. Unruh founded the
and Henry Unruh Scholarship
He finally married a second time, to Josephine. Coincidentally, I had seriously dated Jean and married a Josephine,
too, a startling resonance. Was Dr. Henry Unruh Jr, my professor of
solid state physics
during my graduate
studies in electrical engineering and computer science at WSU in 1976-1977,
keeping track of me and signaling?
I seem to Turn On in visions as the wing-robe of Orion
in the East,
Tune In as the Orion constellation complex crosses the meridian,
and Drop Out as the Winter Crescent of Stars around Orion forms
a rainbow arc in the West above the setting sun.
Will I become physiologically immortal
at the focus of creation and eternity
like The Eternal Our God above?
Well, by adding anti-aging makeup
and a wig I can seem to be 33.7 at calendar age 62.63 in trick photos, at least.
now good hope for unlimited life extension
although accidents can intervene to cancel the Shangri-La experience.
At age 66.045 my original equations
predict an appearance corresponding to an
age of 16.04
This should happen by the last day of May, 2015, without requiring a feministic pose.
The model age 25 should be reached by the end of August 2013, at calendar age 64.3.
A fresh and peachy look obtainable with makeup or rejuvenated in reality with
growth factor skin creams
does seem younger than
my photo at the top of this page. See pages 1,
for The Immortality Solution
(at this stage of its development).
However, I have trouble meeting my original rejuvenation goal of 33.7 in photos without adding makeup and a wig.
I then worrisomely resemble Aristarchus on the Moon
about to be shot down from the crater Euler and
sink to the Frau Mauro level, or perhaps a lost Louis posing as a power behind the throne in 18th Century France.